May 2013
I think it’s always about 4:57 PM when your absence becomes the most obvious
And I think it’s always about that time when I realize that what’s always repelled me from the notion of love, is being cognizant of the fact that everyone eventually falls out of it
See, what detracts me isn’t fear
It’s those 4:57 PMs after falling out of love, when emptiness is the...
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Evil does not exist, or at least it does not exist unto itself. Evil is simply...
I really need to figure myself out
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The more I think about college:
The more I look forward to leaving high school
The less motivation I have to take high school seriously
The more I realize how much I’ll miss being with my friends on a daily basis
The more I appreciate my mother’s cooking
The more I realize how sad my father is
The more I realize how much I’ll miss my parents
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The world will break your heart ten ways to Sunday. That’s guaranteed. I...
– Silver Linings
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i think my problem is
the closer i get to people the more annoyed i become by them
or maybe it’s just you
or maybe i don’t have any concerns to spare
i’m tired of the passive aggressiveness and the self-loathing
i don’t know what it is with people thinking being pissed off and sad 24/7 is like the cool thing to do nowadays
and if it were for a legitimate reason i...
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I miss writing
Maybe not so much writing as actually feeling something that invokes strong enough an emotion to perpetuate on the internet
I don’t know that I’d say I’d rather feel like shit than feel nothing, just as I wouldn’t say I prefer the dead of winter to the transition between fall and spring
I feel like I’m stuck in the middle of two extremes and bored...
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April 2013
i had a really, really good time last night
rekindled old friendships with people i’d completely lost contact with and made some new ones
and as much as i’ve complained throughout the entire four years of high school, my experience there really has been a blessing
but, it is unfortunate it took me all of senior year to realize how unbelievably fast my time there has elapsed
and...
my senior prom is tomorrow
senior
prom
tomorrow
what
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